Yes, it was me. It was my fault all along. It took another person getting hurt because of my pride for me to realize na ako pala talaga ang may sala.

I should've seen it right. I shouldn't have tried to force myself. Hindi ka dapat nasakal. Pero hindi eh. My greed of having you with me is holding you back. Wala naman talaga akong kakayahan. Wala pa akong napapatunayan but I had the gall to hold to you like I'm entitled to your every being. Pathetic.

I still think about you everyday. I stil wonder how you are doing. If you're having enough sleep or if you're doing okay sa work. I still miss you.

But with those thoughts, I also get reminded of why you left. Of why you had to leave.

In the end it was my weakness. My hubris.

It was me all along.