I have never been insulted by my own flesh and blood until today.

My dad has recently contracted a flu. Nabigay ko naman lahat. Advised him that he make take his leftover antibiotic and bought him medications.

Kanina, while i am at their room playing with my niece, he smirked and said "DAPAT PINAPAKINGGAN MO YUNG BAGA KO E. NAGKADOKTOR NGA TAYO, PARA DIN NAMANG WALA.". To be honest, it did hurt as hell.

I did answer him kasi i felt insulted. I have given enough naman. Bought him meds when he asked pa nga. I answered: "LAHAT NGA NG ADVICE KO, HINDI MO SINUNOD. TAPOS GUSTO MO PA AKO MAGRESIDENCY"

His last line was: " GANYAN ANG PROBLEMA SAYO PAG PINAGSASABIHAN KA, IKAW PA GALIT.". For me it was not a sermon, it was an insult. Hindi ko lang masabi sa knya na insulto un.

I am at my life na i am so preoccupied with working with myself: my wealth, my sanity and happiness. I am at the point of i dunno where to go, kung saan ang direksyon ng buhay ko. I am at the point na i feel useless, i feel left behind sa mga kasama ko.

Now that i have heard that, para syang bitter icing on top of an unpleasant cake. I now wish sana MAMATAY NA LANG AKO.