I now understand you. After much thinking, I understand where you're coming from. I know you wanna pursue your plans alone. And I see na I'm really not looking at things correctly. Yes, my personal growth will continue, despite you not being in the picture anymore. I can still be the best version of myself. I'm sorry for causing you hurt and trauma because of my impatience.

But, I just want you to know, none of that happened that way if it wasn't for you. You kicked me awake encouraged me to dream again. Na mag ambisyon again. And I know you can't handle being in a relationship with me rn, especially na LDR, but I wish you all the success in the world. I hope you get everything you want. Everything you've dreamed about.

But also, don't hate me for still wishing na we could've made it together. Na even if you can't reciprocate exactly how much I feel for you, I still love you and I'm more than willing to bear that until we're ready. I still am wishing na someday after all is said and done, tayo pa rin. Don't hate me for silently hoping and wishing we'd still end up together after our dreams come true.

I love you. I'll never stop loving you. Hindi pa rin kita iiwanan kasi I promised to be yours. I'll be waiting. You'll always have my heart. Remember that.

Tanga man ako sa paningin ng mga makakabasa nito, but I don't care. I love you. You are my last. And I will do everything in my power to get you back. I'll build myself, for me first, and then hopefully, you'll look my way na.

Mahal na mahal kita. Tandaan mo yan.