As someone who's studying in Manila and nakatira sa province, hindi pa rin ako nasasanay sa ganitong pakiramdam. I had my trip papunta rito sa Manila yesterday. Hinatid ako ng mama ko sa terminal and while waiting for the departure time, naiiyak na ako but pinipigilan ko lang sarili ko kasi I don't want my mama to see me cry. Noong nakasakay na ako sa bus, I was looking at her, and umalis siya without leaving me a glance. Naiyak ako, and tears dropped from my eyes. I wiped my tears, and pagtingin ko sa labas, she was there. She came back para mag good bye.

Hindi pa rin ako sanay sa ganitong pakiramdam, na kailangan umalis, na kailangan lumayo, na matagal na naman bago makauwi. I'm already in my 20s, but emotional pa rin ako whenever I'm leaving.

Siguro kasi whenever I'm in the province, masaya, maraming kasama. Here in Manila, I live alone. I know that I chose this and it's for my own good rin naman so sacrifice muna.