Now its been a month na and parati ko parin naiisip and naaalala yung last date ko noong September and hanggang ngayon dala ko parin ang sakit. I sound so pathetic kasi date lang naman yun eh so bakit ako masasaktan marami pa naman ako makikilala pero hindi ko parin mabaliwala na may pinagsamahan kami in that short span of time, I'm not good at opening up to other people especially to strangers na nakikilala ko lang online but whenever people moved me to open up to them it means na they can be trusted so may pinagsamahan talaga kami and masasabi ko na pure silang tao. Nasaktan lang ako hindi dahil siya ang nag sabi na itigil na namin ang dating but nasaktan ako before nun noong bigla lang sila nag bago from being witty to being reserved and guarded, I pointed this out to them and ang sabi niya lang is they were not being them during that time and they feel like they're being too much, so in my side nag oopen up ako sa taong hindi hindi pala nagpapaka totoo so everything was just a lie. Ngayon nakita ko nanaman mukha niya sa tinder kung saan kami nagkakilala and idk kung yung sabi sa bio niya before na they are looking for LTR pero and sabi niya sa akin na dati na they are not sure if they are ready for a relationship so... Yun 🤷🤷🤷 ayaw ko na siyang kausapin of course pero meron parin sa loob ko na gusto kong sabihin sa kaniya kung gaano ako nasaktan kasi ang last chat ko sa kaniya is "okay, thanks" after him sending me his last good byes.