Skl the title says it all. Sa kantang “I’ll never get over you getting over me” yan yung lyrics na very remarkable for me

So ayon currently feeling sad and lonely nanaman ako. Idk bat ako naiinggit sa mga tao around me and social media. Parang halos lahat nagkakajowa na also parang ang daming pera. lol Crave na crave ako sa attention at pagmamahal. But despite this di ko din magawang mahalin yung sarili ko HAHAHA gets ba? I really tried loving myself by doing the things that I love but still I feel empty. Idk what to do anymore and nawawalan na ako ng will to everything. If i-divert ko naman yung sarili ko to other things later on mawawalan na din ako ng gana. Having special someone ba can remove the loneliness that I’m feeling? I guess not. I tried to remind myself na having someone isn’t the answer. Pero ano ba feeling ng may nagmamahal sayo genuinely? I guess kahit papaano nakakabawas ng loneliness if you have someone na you can share your thoughts, fear and everything. Does my post make sense? HAHAHA How I wish I’m attractive or have lots of money maybe I’ll be less miserable.

Despite having this thoughts I’m still forcing myself with these quotes and verses.

“When the time is right, I the Lord will make it happen” - Isaiah 60:22

“And there will be someone that comes along one day and offers you an entire galaxy when you only expected a single planet”

Ayun lang I just wanted to share my thoughts right now kase wala naman ako mapagsabihan dahil busy at I know may kanya-kanyang mundo ang bawat tao hehe