I was on LOA for 9 days dahil nagkatrangkaso ako. I know masyadong matagal ang 9 days para sa trangkaso. Pabalik-balik ang fever ko mawawala, bumabalik then cough and flu. Negative naman ako for both Covid and Dengue so safe naman. Pero i still have to isolate myslef kase ayokong mahawa mommy ko.

The last follow-up with my doctor gave me an additional 3 days of rest adding to the 7 days since viral infection yung findings. So dapat 10 days in total pero when I submitted my med cert sa tl and om ko, medyo umangal sila kase matagal na raw akong wala. So they only approved 9 days lang. Okay lang!

So i went back to work and gave my fit to work order from the dr. My tl told me na may HRBP talk daw ako. I was shocked kase may pa HR talk na sila. I was wondering kung may problem ba? So i went to see the HR and we talked. She told me naman na she just want to check if I'm still good and all. Medyo nag woworry lang ako usually ang HR talk naman if there's something wrong na eh. Pero sige lang. So far wala naman pinapirma sakin.

Then, audit returns from the client and I have a lot of returns. Medyo naramdaman ko na tumaas BP ko that time pero i have to stay calm kase ayokong masugod sa hospital.

After that, the training team was talking to me and was arranging a 5 days retraining for me. Like wth is going on n ba? My tl never mentioned a thing about what's going to happen and all. At that point in time gusto ko nalang talaga umuwi. Like ayoko na! Clueless talaga ako what is going on. I've been asking my bosses if what's going on or am i being terminated na ba? They just told me to relax. As in yun lang! Wala man lang explanation kung bakit or what will happen or kung anong plan.

Hindi naman ako slow or tanga para di ko naman magets na may problem na. But at least they could have talked to me and explained na "oh! Meron tayong ganito. The reason why is..." at least may ganon sana kaso wala.

It's like bahala ka na sa buhay mo. Basta binigay na namin to sayo ikaw na bahala sa iba. Others are saying naman na be grateful nalang kase i was given a refresher and a space from operations para makapag start over daw ako. So okay! Thank you for that! Pero at least binigyan niyo man lang ako ng warning or maybe a heads-up manlang diba? I went to the clinic and have myslef checked. 170/100 ang bp ko. The nurse told me na dadalhin na raw niya ako sa hospital. Pero i declined and took my meds nalang para bumaba bp ko. Somehow bumaba naman siya ng 150/80.

I told my friends about this and they told me na mga a-hole daw mga tao sa office namin. Some mentioned na just take the refresher to rest.

Tbh i felt like it's too much na for me to handle for that day. Daming nangyari and all. Pero sige. I took the refresher until next week. Pero tbh ayoko na. Nakakapagod mag isip. 😥