My cousin ended his 18 years of relationship with his partner. Their relationship was envied by their gay friends and my friends din. Then they ended it lang nung Thursday night.

I was shocked tbh kase super bagay silang 2. They were able to buy a house, cars and travel rin. It even came to a point na plan narin nila mag hire ng baby maker and get married. Everything is in order until he called me crying and asked if I'm available kase sobrang depressed siya that time. At first I thought na may problemlang siya. So he arrived after an hour and sobrang haggard ng hitsura niya. I asked what happened then dun na niya kinuwento sakin. So wala naman 3rd party or what but nagkasawaan lang talaga sila. The guy talked to my cousin and was asking for a space so he can enjoy his life whatsoever. My cousin was shocked. But when the guy insisted na kelangan na niya ng space, my cousin ended it up nalang.

At that point wala akong masabi sa kanya. I don't know what to say. I just said "alam kong masakit. Just give him that space he's asking. Malay mo kelangan niyo lang pala ng time off sa isat isa. Like nagpapamiss lang kayo sa isat isa." Hindi ko alam kung tama ba yung advice kong yun or what. But it made him really sad talaga. Trineat ko nalang siya ng coffee then sinamahan ko siya sa MOA where we met some of his friends and from there, may iba na nakapag bigay naman ng advice na matino naman.

Sayang yung relationship nila. Sa totoo lang super inggit ako sa kanila like 18 years? Hello! Ako nga pinakamatagal ko na is 5 years and 8 months lang. Kahit sinong PLU (people like us) pinangarap na tumagal ng ganyan or more ang relationship na katulad nila.

What bothers me is that wala akongaibigay na advice sa kanya. I really don't know what to say talaga. Feeling ko yung advice ko is like parang hindi manlang napag isipan or what. Sa akin lang naman is hindi ko naman naexperience yung long term talaga like them. Yung level of bonding na meron sila is sobrang taas compared sa experience na meron ako na obviously hindi naman aabot sa kalingkinan nila. I feel like as if napakawala kong kwentang pinsan talaga. Pero sinamahan ko naman siya till 4am just to let him vent out and to somehow, comfort him narin. Sana may nagawa pa ako for my cousin. Nahihiya ako sa kanya tbh.