So, I did a bit of magic mushrooms when I was in the states (its a very personal gift from my beloved friend). It was really good, heck, Ill even place it on my top 1 spot for the best gift I’ve ever received in my whole lifetime. The experience was anything like no other. BUT!!! my body and my ‘self’ thought it was a good for one-time thing.

FF few months now, I’m back in Ph, I’ve brought myself Psilocybin Chocolates (basically magic mushrooms as chocolate bars) generally as a gift for my adored ones (I’m not forcing it on them, if they don’t want to try it and/or throw it out then its fine with me. I just want them to know how much I adore them, and I’ve brought them a very special gift.) and I also got one as an ‘emergency’ use for myself. For which, I cant stop thinking about it. Especially when I feel intense anxiety and frustration, sort of having a breakdown.

I can use it if I want to (I haven’t touched it ever since), the problem is; I cant afford to depend my whole mentality on things like that. I feel like thats the easiest way to being an addict. So, I’m writing this as sort of pat on my own back for overcoming my personal problems without the use of drugs like that even though I can easily access it.

Its funny that I never wanted anything to do with Shrooms days or even weeks after using it. Only now, where I encounter a lot of problems. Weird way of getting into addiction.

P.S. I dont feel like throwing it.

P.S. (2). If ever my adored ones wants to use it, Ill walk them through what will happen, how long it will take, what are they gonna feel and possibly see, and to use it on a isolated room.

P.S. (3). I became (kind of) an ‘anti’ in legalization of drugs like these after I’ve used it. We’re too irresponsible to use this (some of us are responsible, but I fear to the other ones that aren’t responsible enough to use this). I’m sorry.

(Also, yes, magic mushrooms is a ‘one of a kind’ gift that you can give to someone)