I always feel envious seeing pictures or reels of college studs partying, getting wild, and drunk in bars and clubs. There's a part of me (a 24 yr old male) who wants to party with them but the longer I think about it, the creepier and unacceptable it gets so I immediately stop imagining the scenario lol. I couldn't do it back when I was studying since there weren't any bars or clubs near my state university. The reason why I had thoughts and imaginations of partying with college studs instead of adults of my age is that I wanna feel what these studs feel - no responsibilities, getting wild, getting wasted, partying all out and letting out your pent-up chaotic side.

Let's admit it, most of us our age don't get to party wild anymore since our body is getting weak due to working. They rather spend the night sleeping or doing something that not's partying since partying feels like a "non-main character" thing to do, and also most people rather spend their money on serious things now like giving it to their family, savings, investments, or insurance instead of having fun. It just sucks, I got a lot more to release but ibang usapan nayun.