I am a very insecure person. But I have started working on it.

Here are the details

1. Been insecure with my height (167 cm) -> Fully accepted it, and decided to buy clothes to make me look tall and use the 2/3 rule. Now my problem is to find money and a good shop for said clothes 😂

2. Want to chisel up the right side of my mouth after not having it used since 2012 because of a rotten tooth, a rotten wisdom tooth, and poverty? -> Had the teeth surgically removed, and now have a job. Now I just need to take action on chewing gum on the right side more often because my left side got more chiseled, and got more facial hair because it's been exercised quite often since 2012 while the right one ain't. (The uneven sides aren't noticable until I point them out)

3. Receding hairline, and losing hair volume? -> Went to a trusted derma back in April 15, and now taking trusted prescription who cured my neighbor's alopecia. Now I gotta wait 2-3 months to see if there's any effect (Hopefully sana meron) or else Imma have to take Anti-Androgen Pills.

4. Wanna have good hygiene like good looking people you see on the Internet and in public? -> I started to plan and budget on hygiene products that I saw in Reddit (e.g. Old Spice Soap, Freshman Masculine Wash, and Dental Floss). The goods is that I already have the ones mentioned, I just have to search for the next product.

5. Can't go clubbing? -> Hindi ko pa masimusimulan kasi wala akong pera, and breadwinner ako dito 🥲

6. Wanna lose your V card because you made a poor choice of focusing on acads instead of socializing back in college? -> Always wanna do Bumble or Tinder or phr4r lol pero insecure parin ako since I haven't worked on improving my mindset, personality, and nahihiya ako dahil sa hair ko.

7. Wanna have good frag? -> Pota walang pera for good ones, and besides I plan on saving up to buy small perfume samples online to see which one fits my body chemistry.

8. Wanna have passive income? -> Pota ito hindi ko pa magawa, I failed on 3 attempted businesses already. Burned out sa pangatlo and tinatamad nang ipagpatuloy 😢. However I decided to try the HustleGPT challenge for this.

9. Wanna work on personality, mindset, and habit? I started to buy my first two books on those - Art of War, and 48 Laws of Power. And watched animated summaries of it - 4 hour work week, 7 habits of highly effective people. Problema ko nalang ay yung pagapply ng natutunan ko sa habit at mindset ko. Although I've taken curiosity on the mindset of Andrew Tate fanboys and wanted to explore on why people like him.

So ito nga. I've started making steps and solutions and is currently on the process towards the end goal. However there are times I feel like shit and feel bad about myself and become insecure. Normal lang b ito s kalagitnaan ng journey ko?