I just went home from inuman with my college classmate. Tapos nakainuman namin unn mga bata na dati maliit and way younger before. Ngayon, they’re having relationship dramas and problems. It hit me na damn I’m not young anymore. I just turned 26. Tbh, it’s my biggest fear to grow old.

There are some regrets kasi hindi ko man lang naexperience unn naeexperience nila nun bata bata ako. Ngayon ko lang naexperience unn. It’s not right for my age now I think. Dapat somehow I’m with someone na pero eto, it’s either ghosted, rejected, or fucked by a guy lang. It sucks.

I’m fucking 26. Midlife crisis. Yes Midlife agad, sino ba may sabi na lalagpas ako ng 50. I don’t even know kung aabot ako ng 30. Tangina. I’m old and irrelevant na.