Ang dami ko nang absent recently. Mom has 2 tumors and I have to attend to her needs. Natanggal na yung sa una then may bago nanaman in which medyo stressed out na ako.

I don’t have that much savings pero I have my uncles naman if I need financial help so wala naman prob from there. Pero I’m worried kase pag may sakit si mommy or she needs me on that day, wala akong choice but to leave from work. People sa work ko are nice naman and I ask permission from them. They knew about my mom’s situation. Pero siyempre, business wise they might let go of me since nacocompromise din ang work. Tbh ang hirap mag hanap ng maid or someone to look after her if I’m not available or if I have to go to work. Only child lang ako so walang choice kundi umabsent and to attend to her if she needed me the most.

I don’t think that looking for a new job will answer all of my concerns now. Hindi rin ako pwedeng mag stop because ako lang ang breadwinner samin and I have to sustain all of our needs din. Kaya I pray na sana hindi ako matanggal sa work. Mahirap kaya mag hanap ng kapalit ngayon. I’m just praying for a miracle na sana mawala na sakit ni mommy.