I’ve never been in a rock bottom like this before. Everything is been so shitty. I’m unemployed, I’m broke, I don’t have a love life, and I’m nothing right now. Fuck. I can’t deal with this.

I know that this is all my fault. I’ve been so irresponsible when it comes to my finances and didn’t performed well enough to meet the standards of my former company and I’m not doing anything to have a love life. Fuck.

I know everything will be fine, the universe is so good to me I know it. It sucks. I do hope I got hired by the company I’ve been applying to coz I don’t like this look on me. It’s disappointing. I can’t even go out to meet my friends.

I’ll do whatever it takes to bring my old life back. I used to have everything. Now I’m left with nothing.

Kinda want someone to talk to tho. Not to patronize me but just talk about life in general.