I'm writing this as farewell. Around pandemic time I started posting my sex vids and nudes on gonewild and asians gonewild. During that time period I saw crazy fame. 10K upvotes, 15K upvotes, 20K upvotes you name it. Before I knew it I had like 100K followers and my viewership always hits 500K-1M a vid. I dont sell, I dont even chat much. All I do is just share steamy vids and stories. Despite my fame, I rarely found any problems with my followers who were mostly Western at that time. There are the usual misogynists and creeps, etc but even those guys were generally civil.

As I wanted to branch out to more subreddits, I made this monumental mistake: posting on phgonewild and revealing I'm a halfie. At the start it was ok, lots of decent guys. But eventually things went out of hand. I learned from a redditor that someone's pretending to be me and selling my stuff on Telegram. I've received way more unsolicited dick picks and fap vids than before. I've had these guys messaging me all the time that I had to resort to block them, and I also learned that my content is being uploaded to these local pornsites. Worse, I got wayyyyyyy more hate messages whether directed to me or to my partner. Even now I recently saw someone claim I'm a "scammer" and that "we should forget her" for reasons I dont fucking know.

My initial problem free fame in the west made me underestimate the barbaric ways of Filipinos. I thought Reddit mostly had educated and civil guys but I guess even this app is infiltrated by all these nasty souls from such a shitty country nowadays. And dont you guys give me the "but there are more good guys" argument. Because that doesnt take away the stress you receive from all the bad ones. You've got a lot of hot women giving your ugly faces and bodies free stuff and yet this is what you give them back. Holy crap you could've just fapped and ended it there but no I guess not.

All I can think right now is I'm glad my passport doesn't have the words "Pilipinas" on it.