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Two months na yung baby ngayon...

So I finally had the courage to send her a message. Kinamusta ko siya, then I proceeded to tell her na nanghinayang ako.

But I also told her na pinangunahan din ako ng takot dulot ng pandemic kaya di ko din siya magawang ligawan. Para naman fair din sa kanya.

And sa dulo ng message, I just wished her the best.

Wala pang reply as I write this message. I am not expecting one either. I'm just glad to let this finally #OffMyChest

Di ko na siya binati ng Happy Valentines kasi awkward. But atleast I know that I kinda got the closure that I need.

Im thinking about cutting her off my socmed accts in 2 or 3 days time, but I don't know if that is still a good idea.