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Each minute I'm staying
I feel like a fool.
No matter the praying
This life is still cruel.
No matter the torture
Lessons I endure.
Each second my heart beats
I feel like a fool.
🖤
Please keep on your fight
but I won't keep mine.
They judge me and scold me
and I say I'm fine.
When I have to lie
Shivers go down my spine.
Please keep on your journey
but I won't keep mine.
🖤
I know there's no love left
in this life for me.
I hope I'll do better
the next time I'm here.
No matter the mountains,
no matter the trees.
I know there's no love left
in this world for me.
🖤
I work very hard
but effort doesn't matter.
I give it my best
but I'll never get better.
My heart is all rotten,
my soul is all shattered.
Hard work doesn't count,
my effort never matters.
🖤
Trying to break bad luck
that I always had.
I'm aborted witch,
I'm cursed marionette.
My scars bother no one,
I never regret.
Trying to keep good luck,
if there's any left.
🖤
I found four this year -
the damned four leaf clovers.
I find one each time
I decide my life's over.
I'll cut up my thighs but
promise I'll stay sober,
and I'll keep collecting
the damned four leaf clovers.
🖤
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