I can't do better
In my eyes
Every color these days
Is a grey wall
Dare I fall

I take no step to go ahead
They tell me
I could do better
In world
The say go go
Go ahead
There's Nothing's stopping u

Go, go ahead
Past the dread
Keep moving it's
A hefty trek

One that all
Take
Look up
The people waving down to u
Over the mountains
The ones
Who passed
The forests

Somewhere they say there's a
Better view

But all I take
Are flights of fantasy
I give in to never ending naps
Limbs down sinking in the water
Deep blue

At the ocean floor
Light barely makes it through
There were days I looked for flying lanterns
Needle in the haystack
I hope I could make past the clatter

They say there's a void within the matter
Where movement resides
Am I air then?
I can't hear my own voice

I hope I could be like them
Go go, go ahead
Move, move find
Reverie's Closure
Or not
But move , move past
The rot

Like children chasing clouds
Or
Cats that chase the mouse
I hope I could do better
I hope I was a fuc*ing go getter

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