First time writing a poem

I know it might be terrible, I’m not used to writing poetry. I just wrote this on a whim, and I wanted to see if some people could give me a good outlook on it. How does it sound, what did I do wrong, does it at least flow decently?

Nevermore.

When will it Stop? This pain, filling me to the top.

My heart, it is forever broken. For you, I had my arms wide open,

Now we will never be together. Like a bird who's lost his feather.

I love you more than you may know... But now it hurts, watching you go.

I will always remember your name, Even though it won't be the same.

I never thought it would be this way I really wanted for you to stay.

Though I thought that our hearts were tethered, Our connection now, I Fear is close to severed.

I've had this dream of you and me... But now, that same dream nears to never be...

I screwed up all that we had... Now all I do is make you sad...

Due to my wreckless behavior I feel my heart is too far from savior.

Now that you've decided to shut the door, My heart Will open, Nevermore.

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