I've been diagnosed just some months ago and I'm basically learning now what ocd really is, I've been dealing with compulsion since I was little but I just didn't know. Now I noticed that my brain do this think I called "a kid request", cause when a kid wants something they can ask you non stop right? And my brain just do the same, it gets super crazy about doing a specific thing and it drives me nuts untill I did it. At the moment it's going in a specific book shop, I tried my best to avoid thinking about it but my brain it's just "you have to do it, you absolutely need to do it" . It's like my freaking life depends on it. I don't have any "if I don't do that something bad happens" that follows my usual compulsion but the needs to do this specific thing is driving me insane.