I’m really bad at explaining things and I’m also terrified of being a bad person like a racist or a pedo or a zoophile but sometimes I feel like I could be bc people misunderstand the way I’m explaining something and I don’t understand why or I misunderstand something then people just assume I understood it, like I just don’t get it I was having a conversation today about like beasties and that it’s bad to do sexual stuff to other animals and I was trying to say if it can talk think like a human and gives consent it’s ok but in longer terms and people kept not understanding what I was saying I tried to use elves as an example bc they’re different animals but could theoretically if they were real give consent bc consent and comprehension is why we don’t have sexual relationships with other animals but no one understood no one ever understands people also say I’m selfish and I’m somehow worse than hitler for saying I wish all humans could magically go away at once, so then there’s no more suffering or pain and the earth can heal, I don’t get it, no one understands when I explain stuff but idk how else to explain things so then I feel like an awful person