Newly diagnosed with harm ocd and trying to find the right meds. Iv tried three this last two months one i lvoed but gave me rash and blisters so they stopped, another gave me symptoms akin to akathisa and the third two days in left me with hives and blotchy red itchynspots everywhere. It was hard to reach out for help with this and im starting to get discouraged that i will ever be good again. The first set of meds worked for 4 weeks before i had a reaction ( apparently reacting up to six weeks is normal) but it gave me a glipse of what life could be. I woke up and for once it was quite. Like that sound from zelda just echos of nothing. Iv never felt so at peace and now i fear it will never happen