Idk if this is my ocd or something else but here are ways of thinking that I can’t break even if they don’t logically make sense.

1. If nothing is wrong with me no one will tend to me and I’ll feel abandoned because of that even if I won’t feel the need to be cared for anymore.

2. Love= concern and concern/worry= love, the more you worry about someone the more you love them.

3. The only good people are mentally unwell and once they recover they become just as ignorant as everyone else and if you heal then you’ll be outcast from the community of sick people you once had, they’ll never trust you again, and you’re a bad person for letting go of the fact the world is doomed for your own mental health.

I’m not sure where these ways of thinking came from but they’re so illogical I couldn’t think of anywhere else to put them.