I (21) often feel jealous of uncircumcised men because I was circumcised as a baby and I hate the fact that my parents decided to violate what I believe should have been my own personal choice. They did it because they were one of those parents who fell for the "it is more clean" trap. When I'm enjoying my alone time, I often decide to leave my underwear on instead of being fully nude, especially during times where my anxiety high. This is because I don't want to be reminded of that violation. I feel as though they forcibly had my body altered away from its natural state, and I don't feel truly naturist because of it. It is like a violation and line crossed akin to sexual assault. And, depending on what professional you talk to, infant circumcision and other forms of childhood genital mutilation are assault. Sorry for the depressing post, this just has been on my mind. I want my foreskin to be reconstructed in some way, but I am in the US so the medical procedures would be expensive.