Firstly, thanks for taking your time to read. I've never been the best at putting my feelings into words, so sorry if some of this seems odd or doesn't make sense.

Long term single and don't really have friends, so feeling very much out of the loop. As well as what's listed below, I want to get to know other people and make friends in the kink lifestyle but kind of struggling of where to start. I'm pretty sure I've got ADHD and autism so I'm in a constant mental battle with myself over things and as a result I've developed a closed off bubble and honestly it's really lonely! I struggle to maintain connections because reaching out for contact can make me feel like I'm being pushy or annoying. I suffer with anxiety when leaving my 'bubble' alone, so having someone with me really helps with that, even just silly things like doing a food shop are a completely different experience for me if I've got someone with me to talk to. As you might imagine, the anxiety means that I don't spend much time around strangers making it impossible to make any new connections or friendships out in the real world and I've never felt comfortable reaching out to any kind of kink community alone either.

M32 East Midlands, UK. 5'9", 7.5", 72kg slim/medium build. Live alone. I'd consider myself average in many ways, which if I'm honest hasn't helped with my self esteem. I've always felt very kinky however my past relationships have been relatively vanilla, I never really had the nerve to open up as much as I should have about what I wanted to try for fear of being judged. I've always taken a more dominant role with partners but I feel like I was always putting on an act and that I'm naturally more of a submissive, so I'd like to experience both sides to know for sure. All my previous relationships have been with ladies on the larger side, so I've got experience there although if I'm honest I would really prefer to play with someone more petite.

Over the the past few years of years of being single masturbation began to lose its edge and I started exploring anal play. Well that developed quite quickly as I've been exploring solo anal play and enjoyed feeling the stretch, so I'm able to take rather girthy toys now, although still struggle with length but I'm working on it.

As great as solo play can be, I need more than just that!

There's a few scenarios/kinks that I'm hoping to explore, hopefully in the not too distant future. In my head I'm into everything listed below but having never tried it with anyone I won't know for sure until I try, so here goes:

Female foot worship - I've developed a rather strong foot fetish which includes socks, especially ankle socks and high heels. I'm really curious and excited to smell, taste and worship a sexy pair of feet. The thought of licking and sucking a beautiful woman's feet and toes is very hot. My mouth almost drools at the thought of tasting a little bit of salty sweat from between the toes. I'm curious to know the difference in smell from one woman's feet to another. I want to know the difference in the smell between scenarios, such as feet fresh out of a pair of heels, fresh out of trainers after a normal day and fresh out of trainers from the gym. I would love to be made to worship multiple women's feet at the same time.

Pegging/female domination - I want a dominant woman to use and abuse me for her own pleasure. As mentioned above, I'm no novice when it comes to anal play, so the bigger the better. The thought of being dominated by a woman who is smaller than me (shorter and/or slim. I'm 5'9" and about 72kg) is a real turn on to me as it really plays into the submissive role, although I'm open to all shapes and sizes of women. This could of course be mixed in with the above point. Multiple dommes at once would be an absolute dream, to be passed around by multiple dominant women.

Trans female - I guess this kind of plays in with the above point. I'm definitely not attracted to a male physique/body but something about a feminine physique, nice legs, breasts and a cock just seems to get me going and I really want to experience it. I'm open to giving and receiving oral and anal, including swallowing. Lingerie, fishnets and high heels really help.

I'm open to a lot of kinks so it's easier to list the things that I'm not into: - humiliation - findom - sissification/crossdressing - blood play - men

Thanks again for reading and I look forward to hearing from anyone and everyone and hopefully making some connections.