I have always been violent and angry for almost no reason for as long as I can remember and I've always had this itch in the back of my mind to fight,I've been trying to sign up for mma and while my mother is against it she won't stop me from doing it but that itch has gotten worse and I keep exercising but no matter how much I do it won't go away,I've been using a punching bag,my mother was worried about the "damage" to my hands but I keeo explaining that knuckles get damaged easily. but it's still not enough,I don't know how to quiet that itch until I can sign up for mma and I am hoping to pray to the gods for help but I don't know who to pray to