Goal(s) for today and what I did to achieve them:

✔️ 1. Work.

• Done 5 hours of work.
• Re-learning not to mindlessly browse the internet while working again. Why does it feel more difficult now than when I first started...

✔️ 2. Keep my room clean.

• Cleared my desk.

  ❌ 3. Practice drawing every day.

• Extra work at night. ;_;

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Rating my day: 3/10

Emotional state is getting a bit out of hand lately, I don't know how else to explain it. I try to get myself busy with work but, my progress and quality at work aren't looking very good as well, either. Which adds fuel to the fire that is my horrible emotional state. I feel like I'm stuck and I can't think of a way to get out of the never-ending loop. I can't even spare some time to plan how I'm gonna get out of it with all the work I need to do... Nowadays, I'm really just trying to do an okay job at whatever I need to do. I know for myself that I should be doing more but, the stress is just getting to me. But I'm trying... I really am. I hope it translates somehow to my work.

Thoughts/reminders to wrap up the day:

• Stop negotiating with yourself.
• "If you spend too much time worrying about other people's progress and how it matches up to yours then you might forget what really matters and that's your progress. So, try not to forget about yourself."