I've always considered myself to be male, but I'm just a very feminine one (I normally like the term femboy). As I've gotten older though more, and more people call me a "man", and idk why but that just kinda bothers me. Cause in my head a "man" is typically big, hairy, muscley, etc. And that's really just not what I want people to think of me as. I didn't mind "boy", but "man" specifically bothers me. Any pronouns have always been fine with me, but it's been more of a surprise thing more than anything when someone uses she/her online, because I'm fully out and fem online. Irl I'm closeted still to basically everyone, so I almost always get he/him irl. So I don't mind any pronouns, but she/her can kinda catch me off guard sometimes lol. Idk it just seems the more I think about it the more I kinda identify with NB. I know realistically it doesn't really matter, but I just kinda want to have that label that fits me. I've always wanted to appear more feminine and cute in general, and I've even considered HRT mainly for the fat redistribution/skin softening, etc. Idk what do you guys think?