I almost always feel guilty on days I don’t see women I’m dating.

I feel a stress and guilt to go see them or else they’ll be home alone like a sad puppy.

But some days I just don’t want to. It’s the exact feeling of being sick but feeling too guilty to call off.

My heart goes out to my girlfriend. I even fear there will be anger. Like she would expect to see me every free night and if I don’t end up seeing her she might think what the heck I’m home alone when I could have made plans!

But here’s the thing; so many bad boys do not care for the life of themselves for the woman they are seeing. They cheat, they call randomly at night to meet up, they look too busy for the woman they’re dating. And even though women probably hate that I’m sure it maybe attaches them to the man even more.

I’m not saying I want to manipulate, but since I’m stressing so much about not wanting to see my girlfriend with a short notice like sorry I just want to stay home tonight, she can deal with it right? I should have to worry so much of a possible heart broken night?