I’ve always been made fun of for my appearance. A lot of people told me when I was younger how ugly I was. The older I have gotten, people started telling me how cute I am. I’m sure they do it out of pity. I just want to be like 120 pounds the most. Have perfect teeth and skin. I have had a lot of work done on my teeth (I had severe depression for years and didn’t take care of them too well). Thankfully I was able to save them and they look pretty good except the small space between the top front teeth and overbite. My mom has always been critical about others’ appearances. I was fat when I was younger and she told me that no guy would like me. However my sister was skinny so she was always told how beautiful she is. I have three crowns on my teeth and I told my mom. She was like “omg you’re barely 30 and three of your teeth are crowned. I didn’t have a root canal until I was 32.” I want to go to the gym and get in better shape but I’m sure the people there will just laugh. I know deep down my mom is a cunt because it’s a reflection of how she feels about herself.