Im 26M and my life is slowly yet surely falling apart and I don't know what to do. Ive been in school ever since I was 18 (college) and still havent graduated. My story is a bit complicated as I transferred schools to a completely different state across the country and my credits didn't transfer properly so I had to take more classes.

I luckily landed a job that I currently work at (it's been 1 year and 2 months). I hate it now. I wake up everyday hating to drag myself to work (it's an office job but the work is killing me). I'm in training learning a new system and I suck at it and have for a while now I think my trainer is fed up also with correcting me multiple times. Ive been applying to other jobs online and have gotten an interview but no offers. Its not easy to get a job these days and without my current job, my life would really start to tumble down.

I have a lot of expenses to keep up with like my rent, food, transportation, tuition etc. so I can't just quite. But going into work everyday is giving me both anxiety and depression a bit. There's also politics that goes on in the office and I hate it. No one wants to befriend me because im still new which sucks.

I cut off my parents due to ongoing drama (the drama runs deep like traumatizing level deep) and they're abusive (im not just saying that, I actually mean it). im also turning g*y which I never saw happening ever. It started by being so lonely that the only people who talked to me were those that were "different" and as we got to know each other better, we started hooking up regularly and now he's my bf in private.

please advise