I had my first time with a guy and i’ve been attached for ten months now. There’s been incidents where he’s mistreated me. Like leaving me on read after reaching out to me first. One time he suggested we meet up again later in the day after he got off work. I was excited bc it was going to be his birthday and he was getting off at midnight so I decided to wait till then. I didn’t get on my last train. He had already sent me a vague message saying he didn’t know whether he was getting off at midnight anymore but I ended up not seeing him and had to take my first train home, after waiting about 11 hours. I asked him what I should do and he said “if I was already at the station I might as well go home”. That was 7 months ago and he seems to have become more affectionate since. I’ve even started to post stories every once in a while showing my body, and those he reacts to. He’s nice when I see him and offered to hang out without having sex before, and offered for me to go drinking with him and his friends so idk what his deal is. I don’t want a relationship with him, but I want to at least be friends. What do I do to stop thinking about him bc it’s been nonstop for the last 10 months.