One of my cousin who is now 24 has complete master's and now went to medical school to become m.d and I feel like within few years, he will be doc meanwhile I'm in mid 20s and I'm feeling this pressure like I wish I could've figured out my purpose in life at early age and started something because all I get is compared with successful in the family from doctor to engineer and few people who run successful business. But I realize my strength and weakness so I feel that I'm not capable and smart enough to ever become a doctor. I'm already struggling in community college and don't even take classes currently sighs. Idk why I always seem to compare myself to others and is just this pressure of making others proud.