I moved states because I had nothing holding me back and thought it was going to be a cool opportunity (it’s a beautiful state also). My friend offered me to stay and live on her couch and just help with utilities until I get a job and my debt paid off and then I’d start helping with rent.

Ive been experiencing a large amount of anxiety ever since I got here. Ive been trying to ignore it and have been applying and applying to a bunch of jobs and I got a job at a trampoline park where I will be working with a bunch of teenagers (I’m 25). I don’t want to do it, that job does not seem inspiring to me at all. The longer I’m here the more it seems like moving back would be the most financially beneficial as the rate would consistently stay $200 a month instead of eventually becoming $800 a month and I would be able to pay off my debt a lot faster. I was originally under the impression that I was gonna have more time to pay my debt off when I got here.

I feel like a fucking idiot honestly, I’m freaking out. What do I tell my friend?? I feel bad because shes letting me stay on her couch all for me to just leave. I don’t know what to do.