I'm not sure if Im shy or introvert but I just feel very insecure and under confident. Like I'm not able to put myself out there in the real world. Anything I try to do just goes into overthinking and doubts. Im an adult now but I still worry so much about little things. Want to get a job but I'm already worried oh how will the environment be. What if co workers will ask about personal life or hobbies. What if I'm slow at work and mess up. Will I even crack the interview.

Even going to someone house, it makes me just not want to go. Like they just ask oh what you do. What you study. Are you working. Are you driving and so on. And I guess part of the reason I'm avoiding is because I'm not facing my fears. The other day I saw a teenager learning driving with her mother meanwhile I'm an adult in 20s and I'm not even driving. That kid will probably get a job soon and go college.