I had a bit of pee on my pubic hair that touched my stomach. It was not wet or visibly dirty so I forgot to wipe it down with a wet one and ended up sleeping with it like that, then I panicked so much I forgot to clean it before putting down my dirty dress on my pants which I also forgot to wipe down because my anxiety was so high. I only realized after it happened because my meds cause forgetfulness and confusion.

Then I spent a few days just on survival mode but not very aware of much, until my parents told me why don’t I take a bath. But problem is during these days I leaned on the counter by the sink while washing my hands which obviously gets touched regularly by my family…so the germs probably got all around the house now.

Before someone asks, yes, I have OCD. I am in treatment. Waiting to see a therapist and have a psychiatrist, am even going on a trip for a treatment soon. I just need confirmation I can move on with my life and stop being stuck on that little mistake I made.

It’s no dirtier than a house with pets, right? Pets don’t wash after peeing or pooing… It’s not harmful. I’m just afraid of pee really bad, it feels like I ruined my whole life because of this.