I'm 19years old, 6ft 1in, blonde hair, blue eyes, about 255lbs, and i live in the Chattanooga area. I just got out of a relationship, my first ever actually. And she cheated on me. I only knew her because she is my best friends cousin. How do I date? Where do I go? What apps do I use? Because it seems no girls want to ever talk to me, anytime I've tried they always have very rude and hurtful things to say. All the apps I've tried always want me to pay. And the girls live far away or are too old, or are bots. I just really need some help on all this, I'm lost and don't know what to do. I'd even be open to someone on here wanting to talk or hangout, or someone you know who is single. Anything would help.