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Asking this because I don’t know where else to really put it but I’m hoping others might understand my question. Basically ever since I was a kid I’ve had a fascination with nudity. Like I knew it was something that was kinda considered forbidden or lewd and that kinda is how I grew up understanding it. So along the way I developed a bit of a kink for being naked when alone or imagining myself being caught naked in random silly situations. However I also understood that it didn’t have to be kinky all the time and developed an interest for casual nudity a lot like how traditional nudists do things. But now I’m in a dilemma where I don’t really feel like I fight entirely in one side or the other. I’m curious if others out there may have had similar thoughts or are in the same boat now. Sorry for the wall of text😅