This is something I've known for my whole life, I've known I was different. I've never been interested in sex, don't tell me this is a flatline

I had a 1 year streak monk mode in the past, went back to falling, and off for another 3 months and back on again. I didn't think it was working and ranted about this being bullshit. Well I'm asexual. I didn't want to admit this to myself, but I thought it wasn't working because my libido would increase, the desire to cum, but my attraction wasn't, so I was just fuck this shit I'm out. I think this might be many people here, idk, but I don't like guys or girls, just myself, and Imma keep fapping just not when I'm bored anymore. Only when the desire starts bothering me and gets intrusive