Small rant:

This is probably my 4th time trying to stop and hopefully my last. I'm on my 6th day now and like every other time I've been resisting urges and feeling so happy with my decision and that i came this far, thinking how the fuck could I ever let something like porn control me and ruin my life and feeling completely against it. But this time I know that I've felt like this before, and I need to remind myself I'm still in the early stages and it's not impossible for me to relapse. I wish I could skip the hardest first three weeks and get to where I am actually certain that I will not relapse but I can't, so I just need to keep going. Anyone relate and have tips on how to stay grounded and take things slow?