Everything had been going well in my 2 weeks, but I had a dream this morning about resetting and I just couldn't stop thinking about sex throughout the day.

It was about 11pm when I spotted a few fb pics, couldn't resist looking at a few more pics and I became hard like I haven't been for ages. Decided to do a set of 25 pushups and still had the urge, I was going to just jump in the shower and watch a film in bed, but after thinking about it for a few minutes I caved and decided to start fapping to porn.

The porn itself was not enjoyable and all the way through I couldn't stop thinking about how pointless it felt and that I couldn't believe i used to do this every day. I might have a bit of internet addiction to kick because the way I continuously clicked through pics and videos reminded me that I do the same thing when I waste time on Youtube and Reddit!

This process is definitely changing my attitude to porn (even since watching the TED talk). NoFap has been a catalyst of improvement for me, I'm more positive than ever, am starting to build more confidence and have also started dropping weight.

I'm gonna go read some Tony Robbins and go to bed now. Just had to get this off my chest, even if no one reads this, I'll come back to this post next time I get a crazy urge and remind myself that it just isn't worth it. I'm making progress. :)