All I want is to get high for 3 seconds for free by jerking off 5 times a day. I went monk mode for a year and that's how long it took me to realize this. I think the way to win is just not feel bad about anything. I can either feel good about not jerking or feel good about it, I'm gonna choose to feel good about it. I was jerking off in public bathrooms all the time and the porn was getting more and more extreme but those have both been reset. If in 5 years I'm watching scat port only IDGAF there's no downside. This is like AA it's just replacing one addiction with another one, and it this case I wasn't even addicted I just needed self acceptance. The philosophy of nofap has been useful in every way except in regards to fapping; moderating ones life, so I don't regret doing it. But I'm not doing it anymore and I think the next time everyone here has a relapse or gets a partner or some milestone they should ask themselves why they are here, because much like drugs, the addiction is only a symptom. You masturbate because you are bored, you feel worthless, you lack purpose. Sometimes the masturbation itself is the problem l, so I think this place still has its merits, but I don't this is what most people think it is. Later guys, do whatever you want with yalls dongs especially noting that every dong needs something different.

Edit: the nofap movement should be done alone without the help or support of other if the people Commenting on this post are representative of the community.