I've spent ten days in which it was not a struggle at all to nofap. I was full into a girl I talked to one day. It felt so beautiful that I fell in love abs been thinking of her since. Don't question how my heart works, the point here is that I didn't feel the slightest urge.

That to me shows a strong relation between the heart and the urges. Are we really excited or just empty? I was full of illusions and felt my chest big and happy, instead of trying to fap. Tinder felt like a useless annoyance to me too so I barely checked it.

So despite being very one sided and not sure I have many chances with this girl I'm gonna try to keep this "being in love" mood. I'll make her a poem maybe 🤔

Thanks for reading, mates :)