I’m 17 years old and masterbated probably 4-5 times a week since I was 14. I never really thought of it as a problem since I don’t even do it daily but last month I started no fap and relapsed after 6 days. For the last 30 days I’ve been relapsing every 2 to 3 days which I know I can do better. I’m not gonna let this demon control me and will not stop until I’m victorious. I use to be such a confident and social kid but after I started watching porn and masterbating I’ve noticed I’ve distanced myself from those around me. I’ve developed anxiety which I didn’t notice when I was younger and I also was diagnosed with depression. Being quarantined also hasn’t helped with that. I’ve also developed social anxiety after I moved to a new school and had trouble making new friends. I’ve had very few friends my high school career and it’s making me feel very insecure. I’m hoping by starting this journey I’ll not only be making my life easier in the future but, also now. Good luck to all of you lovely people. I hope you guys can help keep me motivated although I know that is mostly up to me.

Edit: btw I’ll be keeping a journal on how I’m feeling each morning. Or at least try to.