These last days I've been intensely using the NSFW Reddit. I felt like it was ok because I do good things in Reddit and didn't see I'm having a problem. As the sexual tension from not dealing with my sexual energy increases I get more and more crazy about it. And edging to Reddit made it worse. I didn't nut, but I'm gonna reset my counter and delete Reddit, because it's being my source for porn lately. It feels more real because it's actual girls but... it's just sellers and "content creators", basically modern porn.

Let's see if now I finally find a healthy way to deal with what's not going well in my life.

Today I'm not feeling good. But tomorrow I'll feel better. Don't worry for me, I'm just in a low. The up is around the corner. And I am keeping doing exercise everyday, for sure! :)

Love you, bros!