I was gonna make it a relapse report, but as I didn't get to the end. I'll give myself credit for this time.

So here I was alone at home. I had to shower after doing stuff outside in this hot Shanghaian summer, so I was naked around. I got on the computer checking a talk about astral projection. But I couldn't focus on it. I was craving for a fap. At the beginning I wasn't aware of the strength of the urge and I thought I was slowing it inocently. But it was getting stronger. I opened a tab to search for sex contact ads (telling myself that PMO is not allowed but real encounters are). I was being weak. I started edging and saw that it was so hard to keep away from doing it. I reminded me strongly my compromise. I needed to do it several times before I stoped. I finally went for the cold shower and inmidiately after drink two glasses of water and got dressed.

I want to note down that my dick looks more healthy than these last weeks. Clearly 10 days nofap have made some effect in it. does it look bigger? 🤔 I hid this last comment as someone posted lately about relapsing with something similar to that. So be careful.

Stay strong mates!