I moved back into college earlier today and there was a fire drill (or a small, real fire maybe, I don't know) at like 1:40 AM. My roommates and I grabbed our jackets and rushed outside and I noticed some girls in their pajamas and tank tops. I had on two jackets so, I decided to give each girl one of my jackets and just tough out the cold in a t shirt. They thanked me and smiled at me. I smiles back and told them that it's no problem. After the drill had ended, the girls gave me back my jackets and referred to me as their savior and, while looking for my roommates, I noticed my crush with her kitten in her arms (that lives in her dorm now). I greeted her and asked how she was doing and before she could respond, her boyfriend morphed out of the shadows and walked up to us. She simply introduced me as her neighbor, which stung a bit, and the man extended his hand. I looked him in the eye, though he's much, much taller and probably much much older than me (I'm just 18 and this guy looks 30) and shook his hand, giving him my name in return. I walked with them to the door and he stopped for a smoke break. I spoke to my crush a bit more until we made it to our dorms. Once I was inside with my roommates, I started to think out loud and pace, asking questions like "How old is this dude?" And "Why is he here so late?" And finally I said "Am I jealous?" I started to feel a bit down and used the no fap panic button's rejection button. I didn't feel so alone after I read the rejection stories and bad experiences other people had had and it made me feel better knowing that other people feel this same way. That same reason is why I like this subreddit so much.