I'm almost to my first full month and notice my fantasies are coming back, as well as confidence coming back. Sometimes I get really horny, especially in the mornings. More than I did when I was using PMO. I'm conflicted about whether or not that is a good thing. I get nervous when I think about "flatlining" and feeling asexual for a long time, because that doesn't seem like something that would give me confidence. But at the same time I am worried that being more horny, or triggering erections with my own fantasies is a near occasion to sin, as it were. I'm at the point where I'm getting close to edging, i.e. seeking out triggers during the times when I am feeling super horny, bad idea? What are your thoughts.