I have no urge to fap. That's easy and I'm relieved. :)

What's agonizing is this sudden case of loneliness I've never had to deal with before!!

I've already gone to texting an ex... great! Hopefully I don't say anything I'll regret. I'm also crushing on a co-worker I know nothing about... great. Hopefully I don't say anything I'll regret :) She IS leaving in two weeks. And I do wanna ask her out... but I dunno. I probably should wait those two weeks yeah? Not make things weird in the workplace. Also will give me time to figure out stuff like, yeah know. Is she dating? Is she someone I'll like more than for her red hair, perfect lips, attitude, and hourglass form?

I dunno if I'll make it that long before caving and making a move. I just don't know. What do you say guys? What's in store for me if I continue on this path? What things do I need to keep in mind as I trudge forward on this path less traveled? Thanks for your time!