this is the worst and the most devastating emotion someone can have. I can't focus on college at all. I can't stop thinking about her at all. i cant get rid of her from my mind and i cant fight the emotions at all. not to even mention that i literally have minus 10 million % interest to even think about porn anymore because of this. i am not even horny and i dont even want her just for sex, i want her in my life. i just realized i forgot to eat literally the whole, damn, day today... i forgot to eat for a whole day... i feel stunned, like i just got falcon punched by emotions... i have never in my life felt like this towards a girl before... my life was almost perfect before this... God.. please stop this pain...